Friday, May 08, 2009
To me...
everything is enough....
I'm pretty much contented...
I dun ask for much...
Just people whom I think will genuinely care for me...
think for me...
love me for who I am...
and think I'm of utmost important to them...
I can feel they are
who are these people...
I don;t have much friends...
bubuss...
you people...
simply fantastic... I have thought for very long... but I couldn't think of any words to describe the friendship. It'e heartfelt, lovely and feelings beyond any form of description.
come on.. you know we have been through what shit..
Ki Ki... Ponkie... Look back..and see how much we have been through. ... I will always try my very best to keep us together.
Hahaaaa. Come on... trust me....
da da,,, you have been there for me... you know how important you're to me. I hope you would understand how I much I appreciate having you in my life. appreciate you for understanding the mistakes I have committed.. who will always stand there by my side no matter how much I have I have pissed you off...
Wei Wei.. you too.. The spiritual support. I am amazed at the familiarity for each other and the effortless understanding for each other. You would always try yout best to make me feel at ease. and not forgetting you too. I will always remember your consolation. Your words of wisdom.
Xian Xian... My partner. Who will never judge me on the surface, who seeks to understand me, who really knows the knid of person I am.
I will love them for ever...
these people...
Di Di... My best male friend... And it shall always be this way. I'm so glad you choose not to leave me during the sensitive period, otherwise, who could I bitch to. That one time when you carried me out of the female toilet. The one time when you insisted on looking for me when you felt that I was unsafe during a drunken stupor despite a Mr someone objections. You who always tell me to just forget.... just just forget..... Di di... I really appreciate appreciate it...
whaooo...
angel.... angel angel.... the super cool girl I would always look up tooo.... The one who gives me strength to be more independent. How I wish I'm just as strong as you, and be there for you someday like how you have been there for me.
they are just wonderful....
so this....
I end this blog...
coz..
it's no point thinking what's in the past..
they taught me...
to just look forward..
heee heeeeheee....
my dear wonderful friends and boyfriend....
I love you just toomuch...
heeeee especially the poh ki poh...
I don't know what to say...
I could see his effort. I believe his sincerity, I trust his words.
I don't have to question.
You will just know if a person is lying or not.
I could see it from the way he talked to me and from his eyes, He's not.
God bless us....
before I end this page...
first of all...
HAI YAH...
i'm just too lazy to write anything anymore...
my poh ki poh...
yup yup...
he's really special.... hmm.... how you not love him...
I'm just too fortunate... Too precious a gift from god..
I'm so gonna to treasure him and try to make things work.
Dear dear... I know you're trying too....
okayy ...
bye bye....
no more updates...
I'm really happy and loved right now..
My friends, poh ki poh, pa pa, mummy and Jie jie....
Too contented...
No more to complain.
So here, I bade farewell..Labels: i
Monday, December 01, 2008
I absolutely love watching Cashmere Mafia.
They are fiesty and they bite!
But why 7 episodes only? bOO
Monday, November 10, 2008
My dear...
I can feel remoteness in you. It really baffles me as I simply do not understand why. You are one of the closest friend I ever had and this is spoken out of sincerity and is a genuine confession. I may not have said it before you, but it does not mean that I am indifferent to this friendship between all of us.
The moments that we have been through together, be it happiness or frustration are tough to be brushed aside. These are all parts and parcel of fortifying relationships between people.
To me, a heartfelt friendship is difficult to come by and it is a very significant and compelling experience that I have with the three of you.
Through you, I learned to be more rational and be toughened up. I learned to be more determined and not give in to senseless emotions, putting up a strong stand against those who do not treat me with the seriousness I had for them. Through you, I learned to be adamant and walk away. The words that you said to me really created an impact.There were times when you pulled me away from the him who was nasty which I'm really glad that you did. I was really touched when you grabbed me by shoulders and told me how happy you were when I have found the special E.
You are always that obliging darling who will give in to my drinking whims. It's always sweet to know that there will always be someone as bonkers as me. It's always a wonderful feeling when we could prove to the rest of our drinking prowess, not forgetting the hangovers the day after.
You really hold a very special position in our hearts. You have to believe that you do. You may have played a different role in our lives, but it is equally significant to each and everyone of us.
I really love and appreciate having you and the rest by my side. There is no doubts about it.
I am really concerned about you. We are all concerned about you. You seemed to be hiding alot of things within yourself and there was a sense of reluctance about sharing them with us. There is a yearning to try to dig them out from you but I feel that we have been shut out somehow. Perhaps I'm too sensitive , but I felt that there are turmoils going on within you and some are embedded for a long time.
Maybe I was wrong. But I just wanna tell you that no matter what happens, don't keep us out. The disappointment is not about you being unwilling to share with us about your problems and emotions, this has never been the case. The disappointment comes from our inability to be there for you, to make you feel comforted, assured and protected.
Love ya.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Alohaaaaaaa........ Hmm it has been a pretty long hiatus. I must say, the comments on the tag board is pretty interesting. A very good sense of humour, I must say from my dearest miss Ponkie. Can you believe it? It took me many many many many months before I even realised somebody tagged me on my dashboard.
Hmmm... The design of my blog kinda irks me out. But I seriously have no idea how the hell do I change it. I'm an IT idiot you see.
But But But.......
Watch This space my mates.....
coz.....
Yannieeeeeee'ssssssssss Back!!!!!!!!!
Muackkkssssss
Friday, March 28, 2008
Taaaadaaaaa...... It's prezziesssss time.
Happy 22nd to me. Another year has passed. I thank god for adding more happy memories to my life, for keeping relationships strong, be it with the loving family or the ever wonderful friends. I have a blessed life and I pray that those people whom I love would feel the some kind of contentment as I'm feeling.
I had received lots of prezziesss and they are such sweet gestures to fill my birthday month with lots of sugary love. I'm drowning in the overwhelming sweetness. hmmmm.... terribly terribly terribly sweet!!!!
The birthday surprise by the bubus was quite unexpected actually. haha... i could sense that something wasn't right in the beginning but all thanks to the convincing acting of a particular Mr Poh, did they manage to pull it off. hahahaha... nice one lah!
I really love the purple bag so freaking, duperly, gazilliony much, my darlings.
Hee, it is an open fact that the bubus = alcoh***ics and the night eventually ended up like this.
Not forgetting..... Surprise Number 2!!!!! WITH THE PPG
I cannot believe that I was actually duped by the "famous beef hor fun at Yishun" trick. It's all thanks to the very convincing acting of a particular Mr Poh again. He was arguably the busiest just to make me happy.
I love the special present given by them. I love the meaning behind it. It will constantly remind me from now on that I'm not the only loonie in this world afterall.
Hee thanks for the tons of photos that came with it. We are such a crazy bunch of people. Of course, in terms of insanity, I lost badly.
Hee.... Thank you didi for giving me that B-QUARTET CD. Guess what, I have been playing it on repeat and yup yup, my favorite tracks are Shoebox and Stupid Luxury too. I think Beautiful Crash is gonna be one of my favorites in time to come. My dear friend, thanks for bearing lots of shit from me.
Haha... still, you need a lame ass friend to keep your life entertaining!!!!
I love your signature.
Hee things are looking up and let's just hope it will continue to be. Thank you didi..
Heee, not forgetting the brown bag that was given by Milk and the big head. They are hilarious at times and can pissed me off though for their non-stop teasing towards me. All will be forgive and forget now. For the time being only.
taadidaaaaaaa........
Lastly,
the best and most wonderful gift of all from God.
The silly poh.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
I noticed that we always yawn at the same time, maybe not exactly the same time but simultaneously.
That's rather sweet in a freaking way.
It's the fifth time that it has happened. I'm gonna to keep counting.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
wei wei my dear,
Happy Birthday! Believe me. You're special.
27/2/86. That wonderful day that God has dropped a gift to us. The special one who brings light into our lives.
I love you my dear. I haven't been seeing you much but your presence is still very much felt in my life. Somehow, I can feel that you're watching over me, giving me your blessings to the choices I have made, worrying over me and never stop loving this friend of yours.
Happy Birthday dear.
